Saturday, February 28, 2009
SHIT AND SHUCKS.
I feel that i am sooo PMS nowadays.
Though i'm hyper in school, happy , excited and everything.
i just dont feel the same anymore.
everybody seems to irk me. Thats my thoughts.
i am overwhelmed by my ownself that i sometimes become a prison of my own mind,
uRGH.
Sorry people for my bad temper and black face for this month or this few weeks/ days.
I try to change, okay?
I will try to put up a happy front and accept the reality, that we changes.
i took everything as my fault.
My focus now?
Be a nerd and study for O lvl.
So that i am occupied by so many things that i had no time to think abt anything more.(:
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
I'm sucha bad friend!
All i want to say is, i am sorry. ):
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
It's Valentine Day!
But it's just another day for me.
EMPTINESS.
I'm thinking too much once again, too tired for it.
OH MAMA.
I AM SOOOO PMS.
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Monday, February 9, 2009
Must be surprised why am i blogging on a weekday right?
Okay luh, also not something pleasant.
LOOOOOOOLOOOOOOOOOOLL!
Anyway, i dont know why, this is the first time i feel so much of an urge to blog.
Idontknow i dontknow idontknow luuuuuuuuuuuuuh!
I'm quite sad , no, very sad leh!
I feel that all my friends are leaving me. Perhaps it is just a thought, smth tht i am thinking too much, being too sensitive abt.
Somtimes putting up a smile front might not be real kays. i might be happy all day, happy-go-lucky or whateverr, but still i got probelms.
Fatigue, tiredness, not speaking much are example of the symptoms.
You know all my experiences, my fears, my worries. but do you understand?
I hate to realise tht all my friend are drifting further away from me. You know?
When i talk to you nicely, you shout back or maybe reply in a Siansian way or incoherent way. you thik i like it? I know i am too loathsome. but you shld know me well, i am literally not tht fast in processing thoughts.
This part is still quite understandable, still alright for we are all human beings tht will be irritated.
but when i play with you? you nv play with me. ): and ppl are telling me tht it's my fault. you are a person who they have alot of things to talk abt, or even a nice mate to play with.but why i arent doing anything like talking or playing to you. They claim tht smth must be wrong with me.
and then i realised it and i bridge the gap between us. but, to no avail.
Many are telling me that we look like strangers. OHNO.
being friends to soul mates to stranger.
I know i am not a good person, not mentioning abt being a good friend.
I'm always short-tempered, unreasonable, shouting ppl , fierce, noisy, auntie...
BLAHH AND BLAHHH AND BLAHHH...
I knew it all along and am trying hard to change it all.
I've lost many friendships, due to my super BIG MOUTH.
due to me being too straightforward, too inquisitive, too un-understanding,
Iknowiknowiknow. i change it all. I've regret that i dont cherish my friends. taking everything for granted.
If i could turn back time, i will cherish every momments spent, the thoughts we shared and the gossips we joked about.
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the best part? is when we are there for each other evn in our doldrums state.
Sound like an essay? LOOL. Just take it as I am in my drunken stupor state,i'm crapping.
Anyway, I've been to a nice lesson. a lesson learnt beyond the knowledge of what any books can give. Too tired for anything. Tag will be replied late.
Sorry girls and boys, men& women, !
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Friday, February 6, 2009
TEST AND TEST AND TEST!
But somehow, i feel nth alr.
HAHA!
I HAD COMPLETED ABOUT 4-5 TEST THIS WEEEEEEEEEEEEEK AND I AM FEELING SO HAPPPPPY!
Can't hide my excitement!^^
Ohyes, I FEEEL MORE LIKE COMPLAINING ALRIGHT.
Very auntie, but still, i very PEK CHEK. SOOO dont care luhs!
WHY 409-ERS ALWAYS HAVE SO MANY TEST? -Caused me to have insufficient sleep.
WHY I SO STUPID? KEEEP CNT THINK OUT OF THE BOX.- Caused me to be like an idiot machine keep on trying the qns, but still got no clue. worst, i think i dont deserve tht given the time i spent on my studies.
WHY TCHERS MUST CARE ABT OUR SKIRTS LENGTH?-Damn it, i gonna go altered it agn. Hello, recession.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.......
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Too many things to rant abt luh.LOL
OHYAH!
I KNOW THE NEWEST WAY OF COMMUNICATION!
SMS LANGUAGE!(:
Guess what's PAW stand for?
Guess what' BD stand for?
Guess what 26y4u stand for?
Okay, i still got a list of them, but i forgot abt it anw.
BUT I DIDNT KNOW THESE CODE UNTIL MRS ANG TOLD ME!
HAHAHHAHHAA.
Want know more.....
W4 TILL I GOT back my ws!
TDUL! BYEEEEEE~!!
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Monday, February 2, 2009
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Friday, January 30, 2009
IT CHINESE NEW YEAR!(:
HAPPY NIU YEAR!
I like everyday of the CNY!^^ CAUSE I GOT ALL THE ANG BAOS!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And i have nice clothes and new shoes andnand new bag! OH, I FEEL SO HAPPY!
Actually, i forgot what to update alr. sooooo.....I UPLOAD PICTS CAN?
Anyway, you had no choice either!
Soooo, just enjoy!
YEAH. see this guy? SHUAI GE.
I SEE HIS POTENTIAL ALREADY!
And he's MINE!
MUHAHAHAHA.HE IS CUTEEEEEEEEEE!
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